It's funny to me how life has a way of working things out.  Elien, the homeopath, was teetering between two different remedies. Of this, I was unaware.  Oddly enough, I developed a malady that required medical attention during this period.  Coincidentally, I ran into Elien in the office of the school both our children attend.  She excitedly told me she had so much to share but needed just a little time to confirm her thinking.  I shared with her my malady and I swear I could have picked her chin up off the floor.  She told me in that moment that she now knew what I needed and could we meet on Friday.

Friday came and I sat in her lovely, warm space and learned that she had been stuck in deciding between two remedies and that she had asked for guidance.  This was the same day that she had run in to me and I had told her of the malady.  Here's where it gets really cool.  She was battling between Calcarea Carbonica and Carcinosum.  When I  told her of the abscess on my breast, she knew that it was the Carcinosum that I needed for this remedy is derived from "breast cancer tissue".  It is amazing to me how things work and they always do.  This wasn't ultimately going to be my 'constitutional remedy' but turns out to be a critical first layer remover.  And that it did. 

I took the first few pellets and waited.  Within days I could feel the energy moving in my chest and knew that something was happening.  I think that it is really important to say that these remedies are not magic pills...this remedy required work from me.  It demanded that I step up and listen to my heart, that I honor my deepest wishes.  Where I did my work, the changes were remarkable.  I walked away from work that has been a part of my life for 23 years and away from people that I cared deeply about.  I knew that I needed to choose a different road and that this remedy demanded that I look at that.  So look I did!  I wrote down each day the physical changes that I experienced.  I wrote down my dreams.  I wrote down my thoughts and emotional reactions. I created art with amazing gifts in them.  Elien painstakingly listened to all of this and helped me walk through the messages of my mind, body and spirit.  My dreams showed me that it was time to fly, to honor my integrity and my spirit.  Within the first five months of taking this remedy I walked away from my career, spoke up for my beliefs, lived my principles and values, and began to take care of me.  Weight began to fall away (still more to go) but fall away it did.  I could feel the toxicity that I had created begin to cleanse itself and it was good.
 


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